Take This Tune
Posted: Monday, January 18, 2010 by Travis Cody in
Take This Tune is a feature hosted by my pal Jamie at Duward Discussion. Jamie puts up a video prompt complete with lyrics to the song, and the task is to write something inspired by the title of the song or something in the lyrics.
I really enjoy participating in Jamie's feature because of where the prompts take my thoughts and emotions. This week's prompt is the song Heartbreak Hill, a song about heartbreak as performed by Emmylou Harris with the Nash Ramblers.
Now I have suffered a heartbreak, which I wrote about briefly here. I'm not going to rehash that episode. It took time to recover from that, but I did so enough said about it.
Instead my mind went to music and the song Alone Again, Naturally.
Written by Gilbert O'Sullivan and released in 1972, this has got to be the most depressing song ever. There's no happy ending, and nothing good happens to make you think that the subject of the song gets any positive cosmic karma after going through a series of heart breaking events.
And yet, as depressing as this song can be, it's one of my favorites. I can't explain why, other than to say that I like the melody.
Alone Again, Naturally
In a little while from now
If I’m not feeling any less sour
I promise myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower
And climbing to the top will throw myself off
In an effort to make it clear to who
Ever what it’s like when you’re shattered
Left standing in the lurch at a church
Where people saying: "My God, that’s tough
She's stood him up"
No point in us remaining
We may as well go home
As I did on my own
Alone again, naturally
To think that only yesterday
I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to well wouldn’t do
The role I was about to play
But as if to knock me down
Reality came around
And without so much, as a mere touch
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt
Talk about God and His mercy
Or if He really does exist
Why did He desert me in my hour of need
I truly am indeed Alone again, naturally
It seems to me that there are more hearts
broken in the world that can’t be mended
Left unattended
What do we do? What do we do?
Alone again, naturally
Now looking back over the years
And whatever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to hide the tears
And at sixty-five years old
My mother, God rest her soul,
Couldn’t understand why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start with a heart so badly broken
Despite encouragement from me
No words were ever spoken
And when she passed away
I cried and cried all day
Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally
It must be the experiences of my life, but that song has never made me sad. "Alone, naturally" is just that "natural". People go in and out the doors of your life. Some wonderful ones stay while others depart. All you can do is try to love them while they are here.